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Franz,
12-21-86. nineteen. unica hija. spoiled brat. achlouphobic. shoppaholic.
coffee addict. merely atheist. impatient. stubborn. hyper sensitive. movie buff.
music fan. high profiled. so -- soo. *winkz*
currently
at : home
doing : browsing the net
wearing : pj's
chatting with : sonny
eating : beef stew
drinking : water
watching : american idol
listening to : spolarium - imago
surfing : friendster
feeling : haggard
irritated to : hot weather
loving : boyfriend chris!
now playing
.....
quote of the day
" i don't want to get to the end of my life and find that i have just lived the length of it, i want to have lived the width of it as well. "
vanity fair
.......
scream
" i miss my school.!!! looking forward to subic"
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dear diary,
Dear, dear diary, I want to tell my secrets
I know you'll keep them, and this is what I've
done
I've been a bad, bad girl for so long
I don't know how to change what went wrong
Daddy's little girl when he went away
What did it teach me? That love leaves
I've been down every road you could go
I made some bad choices as you know
Seems I have the whole world cradled in my hands
But its just like me not to understand
I learned my lessons
I turned myself around
I've got a guardian angel tattooed on my shoulder
She's been watching over me
bonjour
hiyee! im bloggin` up again.! been a long time huh! harharr! soo i have a new blog, obviously. in fairness i miss my
love-me-please blog. but i cant log on to it anymore. but u can still visit it.
sOo.. U can start exploring by clickin` on through the 'navigations' in the left. just go on and find out more about the real me.
respect appreciated
no copying, stealing, or any form of
plagiarism of anything in this web page please. give respect to the one who
really worked hard designing this. opinions, comments and suggestions are
welcome, just watch the
language. no haters,
name-calling or anything of that nature. thank you for reading and having my
posts respected.
if theres anythng wrong about my sketchings, feel free to tag me, just soo u
know how to tell it wif respect.
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dear diary,
Saturday, April 29, 2006
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i forgot to put these on.
"THIS BLOG IS STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION."
harharr!
anyway, i would like to giv gratitude to blogskins.com for some scripts. and treze's blog for d idea. im soo proud of myself cz iv work these thing out my own.! frm notepad to notepad to frontpage! shet! grabeh! speechless?! err!
i would like to thank my frnds and family esp. my boyfriend for deyr undying support! charos!
so now.! ang bakla ay buhay na naman sa pag-ba-blog! =)
im back and im gonna rock ur world people.!
parting ways
baby, we knew
this thing will happen
we cant change the fact
it hurts
i just don't wanna see u leavin`
* not sure how long will it takes
ooh please..
just let me breathe with u for the
last time
we know what we'll we be doing is right, just
baby.. let me be yours tonight.
you just don't know
how much it'll kill me to see you go
its you that i
need to make me feel complete..
* not sure how
long will it takes
ooh please..
just let me breathe with u for the last time
we know what we'll we be doing is right, just
baby.. let me be yours tonight.
** i know we can make it baby
just hold on tight
things will gonna be alright
we don't got to be in such
rush
we can live for a moment if we trust
* not sure how long will it takes
ooh please..
just let me breathe with u for the last time
we know what we'll we be doing is right, just
baby.. let me be yours tonight.
[2x]
im not sure how long will it takes
just hold on tight
coz things will be
fine and we're gonna be alright
wala
lang
perfect
in my moment
irony
tama na ang mahigit na
isang taon na aking pagkadakila
dahil ang pinagtanggol na damdami'y pinaglamayan
ng gabing ika'y nagdesisyon,
magtapon ng mga bagay na naisipang
di mo na pala kelangan..
binabawi ko na ang mga himig
at kantang magdamag
na inawit upang maibsan,
mga alinlangan,
pangangamba, pangungulila
ng puso mong pinagpala ng lungkot..
sinunog ko na sa limot
ang ating mga pangarap
na binuo natin sa hangin
sapagka't di narin ako
humuhinga gamit ito.
nagsayang lang tayo
ng panahon, atensyon, lakas pati na rin pag-ibig..
sinusuko ko na sa kawalan
ang ating pinagdaanang -- wala lang.
i live
i breathe
i
walk
i talk
this is my moment..
i love
oh i love, with a shattered heart a thousand times..
i Look
with eyes that are mirrors of pain and hurt..
i weep
at
structured cry of a dying love
nad my tears turned into a sparking beads of
ice
but the night is youngg
and the dawn is yet to come
this night is my
night.
and this moment is my moment.
sorrow is burried
and the sting of fading passion fall.
and the mistery of me should lay to rest
and for now,
just for now..
all i has and have..
is perfect..
can too much sweetness become bitter
like the slightest coldness mourns the summer
but the past could never be undone
as time can never go backwards once it has begun.
while i say that laughter is the mourner's brood,
we all think irony is always understood.
as a fool smiles in all his depthless falls,
the deaf and reckless hear his calls.
can such still be an irony
that shadow's darkness in a memory?
but if i say the sun is bright as the everdarkest night
as the blind posses the everclearest sight,
i could mean that days are nightmare's strategic clock
and he who's blind sees clearly black.
while i say that laughter is the mourner's brood
is irony really ever understood?
barbed
wires
shitload
day dream
quarry
paradox
the chains are getting tighter that i can't breathe
Suffocating and choking as we take our seats
monotonous monologues of various theories
tongues in different language spoken of men's ingenuity
endless totures of structured learning
laden with principles, instructions in proper behaving
ideas fed: supposed to be the key
breaking the bonds of ignorance, setting us free
superficial learning is what reformatories give
to be able to satisfy the society's heeds
heads confined, souls denied,
hand in chains, all in vain.
to my ex-boyfriend who never loved me.
you broke my heart. my heart died and you never said sorry.
our love died and you never said sorry.
you left me with bruises but then you never said sorry..
So fuck you, for never saying sorry.
Sorry would save me from the pain that i am in.
Sorry would save me from the pain i will always be in.
You moved all your stuff out and then moved on.
had a new girl? girls?
Too bad that i am way sweeter than them,
and all of my friends say so.
you yourself told me..
im the sweetest girl you've ever love and you can never find someone as sweet as me.
you said my kiss wouldn't be any better.
And too bad you just let go of the sweetest, most lovable girl you'll ever met..
HAHA. I want to laugh at you as you hurt.
Like you have for me for so long.
This is my final farewell, or maybe my final fuck you.
You can't have me back now
after i wanted you back for so long.
Feels good to have the power doesn't it? or does it?
You broke my heart, now il wait someone to break yours.
Spend the day alone this time, it is kind of self-fulfilling.
Not really, but i will pretend,
just so that you can feel what i feel,then maybe we can talk.
But not really, just wanted to give you some false hope, like you gave me.
Feels good doesn't it.
Feels good to know that i love you enough to make you feel like shit.
Love,
isn't that what you called it when you beaten me up to hell and just walked out of my life.
Wasn't that what you called it when you knocked me up and told me deal with that on my own.
When i laid in your bed and talk to me like im a shit,
love isn't that what you called it?
LOVE? .
sana ganito nalang lagi
masaya.. tahimik... walang kasing ganda..
walang nananakit..
walang pagdududa.. walang hinanakit..
isasama kita dito.. hayaan mo.. malapit na..
ito ang aking mundo.. dito tayo'y magiging maligaya..
sana hindi ka na lumayo.. sana lagi ka lang nandito sa tabi ko..
dito.. malayo sa kalungkutan.. malayo sa paratang..
malayo sa disgusto..
malayo sa mga mapagpanggap na mga tao..
isasama kita dito..
dalawa lang tayo..
*hinga nang malalim*
haay naku.. unti unti ko nang naririnig..
nararamdaman...
" caress? hoy ano?! tuloy ba tayo?! mukha kang tanga dyan.! tulala."
walang hiya naman to si krystal oh..
sira na lahat..
ang sarap sanang mangarap..
ang sarap managinip..
ngayon.. eto na naman ako.
balik sa tunay na mundo..
How could tears be so stable?
if its forever drips in tired eyes that do not rest.
immeasurable passion was on its structure
as the depths of the heaven's highest mountain crest
how could love interrogate me so questionably?
when I hide infinite questions bound for only he,
when desire can be read but not truly
how could its life be born swift and free?
when shall a quest with no target be a quest?
even if the treasure is found beneath another woman's breast
why is there a lot to ask when there is not an answer to give?
only to offer in horrible riddles that wouldn't forgive
when life is beyond reality
and strives to survive more in fantasy
how cursed is such a life, hiding in what's bound for only misery
i curse blindness for being the only one who saw
i curse sweetness for being bitter the most
i curse fortitude that brought me to my fall,
and i curse softness that inflicted crooked stillness
who inflicted pestilence, fierce and massive
i curse reality for being so fake,
and i curse curses for cursing back at me
to end up desolate foe what im fed up with.
to claim victory over my own defeat.
to wake up still in perennial slumber,
drifting off to surrealism wide awake
to think of thinking when the mind has only nothing but emptiness.
all to end up knowing that you do not know
there was never a beginning, and so there will be no end,
no life,
no death,
....
only nothing..
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franzism
Christian Name : Cristina France Legaspi Juaban
Nickies : Caress, Franz, Tin, Wata, Sweet, Pepper
Birthdate : December 21 1986
Gender : Femme
Location : Philippines
Hometown : Cavite
Schools:
Immaculate Conception Academy [elm],
Mary Help of Christian Montessori [elm],
Fiat Lux Academe [hs],
De La Salle University,
International School for Hrm (present)
Course : Hotel and Restaurant Management
unexpected
rocker. nagger. poet.
compulsive writer. sketcher. cook. vain. picture addict. coffee-holic. shoppaholic [ unexpected? *smile*]. so-so web designer. music fan. love doctor. sex guru. dancefloor hotbabe. escapo driver. singer. book reader. songwritter. movie geek. day dreamer
getting deeper
i
let nature takes its own course.i love my family so much. i value my friends.
bear their hang-ups. i endure pain. i clown around when i feel like it. i boss
around if i know i can get with it. i easily give trust. i dont judge people. i
hurt. get hurt. bring pain. i get ecstatic even at the cheapest thrill there is.
i can be dense and profound. i can be dumb. play dumb. act cool. choosy and
always want the best. be actually sincere without looking the part. thinks far
with vison, yet complicated to know. display habits that are either endearing or
annoying. good in wearing clothes. stays sweet simple. i dont provoke unseen
entities. i sugarcoat my opinion if the needs call for it. im a Sagittarian
which entitles me to be a 'brat' anytime i please . daydream the most far
fetched dreams. seldom eat street foods. either like you or i dont. i dont give
much fuss about myself. snob-ish at first. i dont suck in any sports. in an
auto-flirt mode. can be hell childish. i can be hell sweet, but i can be hell
maldita if you get me irritated!
favorites
fave books:
confession of an heiress. the woman who run with the wolves. waltz into darkness. the sisterhood of the travelling pants. bakit baliktad magbasa and mga filipino. ABNKKBSNPLAko. ang paboritong aklat ni hudas. tough love. wander girl. drama queen. almost married. break-up diaries. who stole my magic.
fave movies:
frida. original sin. monalisa smile. the notebook. losing isaiah. in her shoes. memoirs of geisha. ever after. 50 first dates. something's got to give. irish. miracle. the last samurai. pirates of the caribbean. the others. nick of time. mulan. cinderella. snowhite. sharktale. finding nemo.
fave t.v shows:
that 70's shows. oprah. that's so raven. my name is earl. everybody hates chris. miss match. csi. laguna beach. the o.c. will and grace. desperate housewives. american idol season V. the simple life. southpark. family guy. madtv. mythbusters
fave celebrities:
johnny depp. oprah. paris hilton. angelina jolie. julia roberts. julia stiles. drew barrymore. cameron diaz. nicholas cage. anne hathaway. bredan frasier. jim carey
fave bands/ singers:
metallica. korn. guns 'n' roses. my chemical romance. system of a down. bamboo. no doubt. up dharma down. sitti. eraseheads. pink. avril lavigne. jim croce. craig david. destiny's child. mymp. nina. nyoy. parokya ni edgar. pussycat dolls. ashanti. alicia keys
loathes
pest. jennifer lopez. freaks. hipocrisy. pride. boastfulness. vanity. bitchy-ness. fake. backstabbing. spitting. know-it-alls.
goals
buy cars for brothers bhokie and budoy.
reward mom and dad a around-the-world trip
hav my own bussiness with my relatives as my employees [to help]
settle down with a selfless, lovable and appreciative man and have very well-raised kids. [the kids of course, but the man, i dont thnk i could find him.]
wishlist
new pc. boracay vacation . nokia 6270. ipod. ipod photo. sony cybershot digicam. playstation 2. new dvd player. egg moon bag. palawan vacation on summer. chow chow doggie!.
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